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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|09:11 pm] |
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i have an apartment!!!! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|11:15 pm] |
well things have been pretty good lately :) sure i still have some bad days but let me tell ya i have found the greatest guy to turn too!!! i just love my Jason!! he has been there for me sooo much. i love having him around. this weekend we are going to see disney on ice which i am so happy about. i jut cant wait!!
march 10th "failure to lauch" comes out i am so excited!! its going to be great. la la la la ummmm lets see??? |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|01:49 pm] |
so i have sooooo much to do!!!!!!!!!! then........ i come down wtih a cold...........and now an ear efection .............................. and upper respiratory infetion !!! making it very hard to go on !!!!
grrrrr |
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|01:13 pm] |
LA LA la la la la la la.....
so... lets see school has been sucking lately. i have the toughest english teacher ever!!!! GRRR then biochemistry??? i just am no tdoing the grestest in school right now. i have midterms next week so i hope those go alright. ohter than that things are pretty good , i have no complaints well at least not a lot right now. i have been going out and doing my own thing, going out on dates!! meeting new people. its been all good i relaized that they is so much out there. ummmmmmm lets see ... last night was crazy went downtown to the joe to see kid rock. talk about crazy!! we had 3rd row center so its was insane. so many friggin drunk people it was crazy much different . form my rayn or hanson concerts, or keith urban.
OH on tuesday my movie comes out!!!! "just like heaven" that is the greatest movie. i am so ooberly excited for that one. i cried throught that one its that good! well hockey game is about to start so i gottta go get back with the guys to watch it!!
love to all |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|11:15 pm] |
okay so you know something is wrong.. but you do it anyways???
LOVE sucks!! |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|09:15 pm] |
50 Things You'd Like to Know About Me but Never Thought to Ask!
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
- Nope
2.Do you close your eyes on rollercoasters?
-SOmetimes it depends on my mood
3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding?
- AAAAAHHHH Never
4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
- i love waking up next to someone special
5. Do you believe in Ghosts?
-Nope not really
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
- i do
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
- well....sure
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
- Friends freak here!! Jen of course
9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics?
- no a darn thing
10. Do you know how to play poker?
- not at all
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
- nope at least not that i can recall
12. Do you kill bugs that are in the house?
- No i scream for my daddy
13. Have you ever cheated on a test?
- yep
14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around, do you run through red lights?
- No
15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
- you better believe it
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
- red sox
17. Have you ever Ice Skated?
- Yes
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
- lately often
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying?
- like every friday at work
20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles?
- No, but I know a lot of them, just not the names.
22. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- fuck love
24. Do you always wear your seat belt?
- Yea except when going on the turny thing towards jasons
25. What talent do you wish you had?
- i wish i had a lot of things
26. Do you like Sushi?
- some
27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
- eh
28. What do you wear to bed?
- depends
29. Have you ever been caught stealing?
- no
30. Does size matter?
- like in what situation??
31. Do you truly hate anyone?
- i dont think its hate
32. Rock and Roll or Rap?
- Country???
33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
- i have a list for that!! but mathew mcconaughey is up there
34. Do you have a relative in prison?
- Nope
35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer?
- ha ha guilty
36. Do you know how to play chess?
- no really
37. What food do you find disgusting?
- ummm.... i am a little piggy i eat about anything
38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours?"
- "lets compare scars i tell yous whos worse"
39. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
- sure i guess
40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
- Yep.
41. Have you ever been punched in the face?
- by my brother
43. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?
- no but then again you hav to go to the movies for that to happen
45. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
- not really obsessed well... maybe... my friends dvds
47. Have you ever been stood up?
- countless times
48. When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs?
- excatley 2 weeks ago
49. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, but did anyways just to fit in?
- ah ah i having been living that game for the past few months
50. Was this fun?
- kinda |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|09:56 pm] |
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how much longer is this pain going to last |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|10:35 pm] |
There’s some things that I regret
Some words I wish had gone unsaid
Some starts that had some better endings
Been some bad times I ’ve been through
Damage I could not undo
Some things I wish I could do all all over again
But it don’t really matter
When life gets that much harder
It makes you that much stronger, oh
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned
From every tear that had to fall from my eyes
From every day I wondered how I’d get through the night
From every change life has thrown me
I’m thankful for every break in my heart
I’m grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned
The hardest part of growing up is just not knowing. While we are young we make mistakes. But thats growing up and learning. lesson can be hard but i know that some things are for the better. and in my case i KNOW, I KNOW i have to live my life adn thats what i need to. I really want to be ok with everything and i know things dont work out sometimes people grow apart, and in my case i know this!! i jsut needed to vent that out. it helps me get through my bad days, cause yeah i have them but who dosent? And beside when two people break up adn can still say "I LOVE YOU" that shows true love. so whatever happens happens, its just getting through these days that can be tough but i know its for the better. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
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As every day goes bye i hope that it only gets better |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:14 pm] |
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wow what can i say?!?!?!? life is unfair. i am sick of people thinkin things are perfect and i wish people would friggin admit there feelings, needless to say this year started off really really really bad. why dose it take losing something to realize that all the things that bugged the hell out of me were in the end what keep me so in love??? i hate love its so confusing adn in the end i hope to god that everything happened for a reason. I made so many mistakes this past year i think to myself how did i ever turn out like that i can say i reached a point that i hated myself. many people think i am all innocent but trust me i made tooo many mistakes for people to think that. i realize i messed up bad this past year and a few of you know it. out having fun took a toll on me, i honestly thought i wanted to be out there partying with my girls but in the i all i have to show is a beer belly (lol) and losing many values adn most importantly the person who loved me more than anything. as i ring in the new year i am trying to find happiness, and trust me buying things that i think i need is not the answear!! i got a nice debt to pay off now. its amazing how stupid people can be with a little freedom, i am guilty of that 100 percent!! i have changed and i hate it, so this year i am trying to get my life back to where i was before i need to stay focused in school , stop hang with the people who really dont matter , and most importantly be myself. People who knew me before would never believe the choices i have made, i still cant believe some of the things i did. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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will it be another ben and jerry's night??? |
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|11:32 am] |
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!
LOVES TO ALL |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2005|12:03 am] |
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well things have been going alright lately. I love that hockey is back and i am glad to have jason as my hockey "buddy". school.. well i am so ready for a break chem class is really gettin to me!!! GRRR!! so my ryan concert was so increadably AWESOME!! hes such a cutie. adn i caught his pick!! yipee!! lol. then i am excited cause me and my girly beckey are going to go see ashlee simpson (again) it will be so much fun!! "all my girls stand in circle, clap your hands this is for you" its gooing ot be so grily its going be fun. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
OUR LADY PEACE!!!!!
9/19/05 |
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| this is for you becky |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
A setting sun that paints a tie-dyed sky
A feather bed, an ancient lullabye
A kiss good night from one whose
Love is true
That’s the kind of day I wish for you
A field of flowers dancing in the spring
A little creek, a tree, an old rope swing
Cotton candy clouds against the blue
That’s the kind of day I wish for you
First love with all its storm
Raging like fire within
Tossing your heart to chance
You swear the dance will never end
But then it does and someone says goodbye
And after all those empty nights you cried
The morning that you wake up good as new
That’s the kind of day I wish for you
The faith of knowing deep inside your heart
That heaven holds more than
Just some stars
Someone’s up there watching over you
That’s the kind of day I wish for you
love you becky!! |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|02:07 pm] |
Well i just had one of the best weekend ever! it all started on saturday when i woke up and eric filled my room with thoughtful prizes for my b-day. then we did a lot of shopping that day and i bought a fridge. it really cute! and new shoes for my new job. then .... we had to go to my work BBQ. boy that wasnt your noraml "work" party. Joan (complete awesome) hook me up with some wine coolers,just enough to make me feel good. and i dont drink often so after one whoooo watch out!. so that was awesomely fun , then we went home and went to bed. on sunday we went to canada (of course) with my parents, won some money then lost. had fun at the bar with my love eric. got buzzed after two sips of my long island. thanks daddy. hotel was unexplianable! it had everything form a steam room to hot tub to a salon. and of course an all you can eat buffet. we ate good. and now i am home and i have to go to work but its my last day there so its exciting!! well i had a good weekend couldnt have had a better birthday. thanks to everyone
love ya all |
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[Jul. 28th, 2005|08:17 am] |
Sometimes i do
sometimes i dont
sometimes i will
sometimes i wont
sometimes i'm silly
sometimes i'm clever
sometimes it's always
sometimes it's never
but sometimes
just sometimes
its sometimes
(Sadie Brooklier) |
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